A lot's changed...

Hey there! I know it's been a while since I've posted (it was actually friend that brought this to my attention) but I haven't let anything change me! I'm still as psycho, sadistic and maniacally set on world domination as i was before! Lucky you!
I guess the biggest thing I have to report is.... my dick! Just kidding. In all seriousness though, I've gotten into the habit of writing poems and songs. I'm not exactly proud of what I've produced, but hey, I'm not perfect. And beaus of my habitual writing, you'll probably see more activity in the random lyrics category.... ha ha cateGORY. Just don't judge me too harshly.
On a side note, I've given up an addiction of mine. I would appreciate any kind of congratulations, although none is necessary.
What is necessary is for you to check out this site. It has given me countless  boosts on those days that I feel like I want to rip someone's throat out through their ass... but that's beside the point!
Well I'm beginning to ramble so I bid you a fond farewell.


"Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark. Professionals built the Titanic."
-Anonymous

Love.... and junk part 2

Last night i did something I'm not entirely proud of. I kind of asked out one of my best friends. Don't get me wrong I like her, and it seems she likes me, but she's 3 years older than me! I guess the loneliness finally got to me. Trust me that sentence does not come easy.
I feel like one my friends we all call 'The Emo Bitch'. I guess it can't be helped. The worst part is, she didn't fucking answer me! Her words were:

"Mmm... can I tell  you... um when I next see you?"

 Perhaps I shouldn't have asked her over the phone.... My fault, I'll admit that. Anyway, my next question is, When the hell am i going to see you next!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? But I digress. Well, i'm running out of things to say so i guess I'll leave you on one of my quotes.

"Fuck you and the bitch you look like"
Paul Methric

Love.... and junk

Today my best friend finally got the girl he's been wanting for a while, Congratulations by the way. Myself, I've been alone for a while now (3 months, 4 days, 3 hours, and 49 minutes. But who's counting?) and it's shed some light relationships.
Examples:

1. You say you'd never do anything to hurt them, you then argue and call each other disturbing insults, so they make a a liar.
2. You say you're going to be together forever and plan on it, then a while later (chances are) you break up, they make you a hypocrite.

 I could go on but i won't bore you with my way of thinking, instead I'll leave you on this little tidbit of humor.

Deer 1: Whoa! Look at those cool parallel lights!
Deer 2: Those are awesome! Let's just stand here and stare at them!
Deer 1: Agreed, what's the worst that could happen?

P.S. Pretty colors!

The Psycho In Us

Who knows where it came from. Who knows how it got there. Who knows why it's there. The only thing we know, is that w all have a little psycho in all of us. It's that voice that says "I'll gouge your fucking eyes out if you pop your gum one more time!!!!"   My advise? Embrace it, trust me, it takes a ton of stress off of you.  Just don't let it rule your life. let it out every once in while so it doesn't build up and you berserk over the stupidest shit.
Some may have more psych than others, but what does it matter when we're all insane? And yes to a degree, we are all insane. My question is, why do we try to hide it? Why be ashamed we have multi-layered personality? It's perfectly fine to think about murder, to commit it though is totally different. One who commits murder let their psycho take control of their life. And as i said before, that is a bad thing to do!
So! In short, you have a little psycho in you. Occasionally let it out. DO NOT LET IT TAKE OVER YOUR LIFE!


Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results.

-Albert Einstein

it may be be too late.

I know my last entry was a little random, so if it's not too late, I'd like to introduce myself. I'm Deadly Smilez. Otherwise known as Psycho B. (P.B.) or KaoticKilla (K-Tick). I may not have the average mindset for a 15 year old, but I'm the person to come to if you need advise for something on the darker side. If anyone here has a Two Cans And String account i can be found on that website here. My posts are random and most likely have nothing to do with each other. Some may have to do with murder, others mythological creatures. (zombies!!!) So, to all those reading, I say farewell with this final piece of  information. I shall always try to part with words of (un)wisdom... Or just random quotes, like tonight!


I don't care if it's dead, I want to kill it damn it!

Oh murder....

Ever wanted to kill someone so much, you would've gladly given up almost anything just to slit their throat? Well that's how may day started today. With mother f***ing gum on my backpack strap. S*** like that just pisses me right the f*** off! It's not just today either The other day some random person felt the need to snatch the last package of batteries out of my hand while i was at the store! in response i stalked him for approximately 3 hours. The entire time contemplating on the best way to kill him.I had my leather gloves at the time, i think i could have gotten away with it. I'm starting to hope my murderous tendencies don't get the better of me, i may just accidentally kill someone i actually care about, and i can't afford to lose any of those, i don't have many. I think that we should be allowed to kill at least one person in our life. But i digress, and in closing i leave you with these words.

Death, just extreme sleep.